Well, if you're not ready to tell us why you're embarrassed of that reason, could you tell us what the train is like, how do you like it?
I really like it, maybe I'll get it. But now that I look at the picture from the box, I notice that the bases (chassis, lower part) of the locomotive are black, not bright as in the model, and it seems to me that they should have been made darker. Anyway, this is a beautiful train! 🙂